Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Changes

So, I think I got it all figured out.

But every time I start to tell folks my plans, I get that subtle sideways look that I recognize oh-so-well.  Comes with being a snarky girl.  That looks says "Yeah, have fun with that.  See you back in this exact place next year"

I'm getting kind of scared.  

OK, yes, I am planning on moving out of state with my new boyfriend.  Yes, it is exactly the sort of thing I mock when I hear other people are doing.  But I gotta go before I get stuck here for the rest of my life.

We're not moving until April.  Half of me is scared how soon that is.  The other half is scared how far away that is.

BTW - he passed the parent test and all my friends who have met him like him.  

Maybe I just need to bury my head in the sand and push through the next 6 months.